Puke of undigested thoughts.

Listening to Imogen Heap a thought occured:
"Why haven't i been blogging lately?"

I realized that I had completely stopped blogging on my last blog... this was definitely not my intention when i started to write blogs.

So here I am creating a different titled blog with a different approach as to what I put inside it.

This blog shall, and will consist of mainly, but not limited to, my thoughts. My thoughts towards anything to be exact. The interesting thing about what I intend to do is that my thoughts won't be reviewed. In other words I won't be thinking of what I'm going to say in this blog, it'll just come naturally whenever I feel like it.

With the introductions aside I feel the first blog should have at least some kind of content, and so here it is:

It was interesting, now looking back, of how different I had become from since grade 10 til now. I've changed in more ways than just appearance, but rather how I look at people, and the world in general. Lately, at least i think, these feelings of change have been affecting me... I don't know if this is the explanation, but I hope it is. Now, I actually feel much more settled down and calmer than I was before.

If every transition from one place to another will take me a whole four months to finally settle down i'd be pretty screwed for the rest of my life.... huh...

oh well, I guess I have become more careless than I want to be. I've stopped worrying about even some of the major things going on in my life. For instance, recently i hurt a friend from high school without even realizing I had done so. Later when she texted me, it seemed as though i had received a slap to the face telling me to wake up.

Now the questions that have been bothering me have been all related to this. Have I changed? Is who I am now who I want to be? We'll see how this goes.

*this was actually done on friday... it was just on another blog site... *